Why am I crying over a dirt bag?

Make it stop please 😂

Is this what healing from an abusive relationship feels like? Ups and downs? Aching for someone you don't even want, because they never really existed in the first place?

I know one thing for sure, that was an eye opener, and I will never let it happen again.

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GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M

It's a weird thing, grief. When I am not depressed, I feel very over my ex fiance. When I run out of my medicine and the depression comes back full force, then I miss her. It's completely f***ed and I am beyond tired of it all.

MarbleMarvel

@GeistInTheMachine are you able to get more of your meds?

GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M

@MarbleMarvel Nah, not for a while. I am pretty boned ATM. My own fault.