my ex and i tried to be friends once cause he kept texting/calling/showing up unannounced

he wanted to apologize for screaming at me for hourssss at a time during our relationship. i opened the door to him on accident once and he apologized and i forgave him bc i forgive everyone for everything. so we got in contact 2 weeks before i moved states, and shortly after i moved my roomie and i got kfc bc i hadn't had it before and i wanted to try it which made my ex mad and i had to talk him down for probably an hour. he wanted to be the person i tried kfc with for the first time and his feelings were very hurt. that friendship went just as well as our relationship and we're not talking again. he still reaches out but it's gone down like 95%

i got kfc yesterday and i wonder if he could sense it. he was probably playing destiny or magic the gathering and started to suddenly quake with rage and he wasn't sure why lol

im joking though. i worry about him and his family sometimes under the upcoming trump presidency but he lowkey (not lowkey) hated women and im sure he voted for him. my heart hurts for him but, at the same time, it was an open book test bro. i hope he and his son and his parents and siblings are safe. i think some of his family is very unlikely to be safe. he might not be and if he's not then his little boy isn't either

i hope he finds peace. his anger issues came from a place of deep insecurity and anxiety and i wish that on no one. but i dont want to be screamed at for literal hours uninterrupted anymore so i can't be his support system. i can no longer be a verbal punching bag to him 🙅‍♀ that relationship has rewired my brain in the worst ways

this was supposed to be a silly kfc story. sorry. now it's a sad story

i also regret getting kfc. it was expensive and not good