In between hating my life

I am angry deep down inside. I am tired of complaining here. I dont have another therapy for awhile. Very upset at my husband. When I married him 2011 he was different. I admit , i was too. He was sweet and wasnt sooo much of a bullshitter as he is now without being sweet. He is rude , condenscending, exaggerates ... tells ppl stories that arent exact facts. Makes me look stupid, With stories from way back. He also is rude to my cousin. I am super tired right now and i am falling asleep. I am afraid of losing physical touch & feel of him with how upset I am of him. I honestly cant control it. And im supposed to spend thur, fri, sat and sunday with him. Ugh ! Not if he actz like this. Im not good at getting over things. I dont understand why he has to be soooo grumpy.

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Justafantasy · M

Can I ask how you are towards him?

I feel I've been part of a similar story. Not the same. We were both condescending of each other. She was rude towards everyone I know as soon as they were out of site. Sweet to them when they're around

Enonnianoj · F

@Justafantasy im very loving until he is acting the opposite. We are very similar. He has a good heart like me but we are i think different now Vs beginning

Justafantasy · M

@Enonnianoj I think most are different as time goes on. You tend to grow either apart or closer. I'm separated so take any advice I give as you feel appropriate, some is bitter, some is to avoid the same mistakes we made

gfantasy · 56-60, M

People change. Life has a way to make most people become bitter and cynical, sadly... 😕

Enonnianoj · F

@gfantasy true , except he isnt bitter or cynical. He was just cranky :)

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