I'm almost giving up to have relationship

I feel like I'm not capable of relationship. It's been a year since I became independent and I feel like I will not entertain anyone. There are few guys who tries to get to know me, but I always end up making friends with them. I'm extremely jealous of happy couple, but I don't want to have a partner at the same time. My sister told me that my ex posts photos of us, and I don't even want to see them.

Am I happy? A bit. Am I sad? A lot. Being broke is a different type of sadness. Will anything good will happen to me before 2024?

Update base on my sister: my ex deleted my photos and replaced with his new gf.

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Tumbleweed · F

The most important lesson I've learned is to first know and love yourself. When you're confident and comfortable with who you are and what you want, the rest just seems to fall in place. I live alone, pay my own way and play by my own rules and life for me is just simple and peaceful. It took me awhile to realize that I can actually be happy alone. Relatioships are important, yes, but not necessary. 🙂