I'm almost giving up to have relationship

I feel like I'm not capable of relationship. It's been a year since I became independent and I feel like I will not entertain anyone. There are few guys who tries to get to know me, but I always end up making friends with them. I'm extremely jealous of happy couple, but I don't want to have a partner at the same time. My sister told me that my ex posts photos of us, and I don't even want to see them.

Am I happy? A bit. Am I sad? A lot. Being broke is a different type of sadness. Will anything good will happen to me before 2024?

Update base on my sister: my ex deleted my photos and replaced with his new gf.

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MountainManWithaDog · 56-60, M

Yes, of course many things will be wonderful for you. First off, you understand more of yourself than you think. Secondly, you are awesome for speaking from your heart. Most people lie to themselves maintaining a certain bravado and false self image to themselves and everyone around them. Continue to be honest with yourself. All roads rise from truth. If I were a thousand years younger, you would be someone who I would want to see if we were compatible as soul mates. You are a rare find. Don’t sell yourself short or settle for anyone less than perfect for you.