Would you go?
Today my ex asked me if he can take me out for a coffee. I dont know if I should go or not. I haven't felt human touch in months. And what if he hugs me? I know he misses me. I just dont know anymore
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Justgirl · 41-45, F
Oh. I dont even know anymore. I was with him for so long. Had our fair share of bullship over the years. Love is always there on a familial level. Attraction, its more of a comfort and knowing. When I dont want him, he wants me. Its nuts. I did move on and it bothered him. I use to want him to care. I found someone else that set my soul on fire but it didn't work out because I pursued him instead of letting him pursue me. So do you just go back to the familiar, or do you keep rowing the boat and be open to meeting someone new. Life's questions that have no answers until you arrive. I think I'm going to keep rowing. If I go with him, Im probably going to end up back in his bed and will feel bad to leave again