Just more thoughts
I think one of the things that is hard about leaving someone is your family. My family has always thought of me as a loser. I’ll never find anyone, etc.
And the truth is, I don’t see it either. But does that have to be such a terrible thing?
Yes I know financially it is difficult to be single. But otherwise, maybe some of us just aren’t meant to have someone.
I haven’t told anyone besides my brother and even he didn’t know how to take it. I think he thought I had my life together. And realistically, I feel it was a shock I’d ever found anyone to begin with.
So I took it hard when he wasn’t happy about the situation. He urged me to fix it. And I tried today. I called my fiancé. We fought again and I hung up. And I’m in this place of, I don’t know what to do.
I’m getting old and I feel like I’ve got nothing figured out.
And the truth is, I don’t see it either. But does that have to be such a terrible thing?
Yes I know financially it is difficult to be single. But otherwise, maybe some of us just aren’t meant to have someone.
I haven’t told anyone besides my brother and even he didn’t know how to take it. I think he thought I had my life together. And realistically, I feel it was a shock I’d ever found anyone to begin with.
So I took it hard when he wasn’t happy about the situation. He urged me to fix it. And I tried today. I called my fiancé. We fought again and I hung up. And I’m in this place of, I don’t know what to do.
I’m getting old and I feel like I’ve got nothing figured out.
26-30, M