I am so bored

In my relationship these days, can’t drink or have fun with friends! 5yrs with this man, an I’m at a point Where I jus don’t care anymore that he threatens to leave me anytime I want to go out an drink! I’ve come to realize that he doesn’t take care of me, I take care of me, I make my own money! I pay my own bills without his help mind you, I was taking care of him when he was out off a job for half our time together, I didn’t mind it at all, but now I know he doesn’t give a shit bc even now he still doesn’t help me with any off the bills an he had the audacity to tell me what I can’t an can do!
I can live without him, did it once before & I can do it again. I seriously don’t care how lonely it gets without him, I’m tired of his bad crackhead vibes, take too much of my money…. Done and done with his BS!!