I think my boyfriend is emotionally abusing me :( , we are in a long distance relationship and anytime I say something he doesn’t like while on call

I know it is hard, he's not all bad, and all of that. Love is a confusing thing that can make us overlook someone's fault and our own pain.

It's not worth hurting yourself over another person. You have to protect yourself and look out for yourself. He is not going to change.