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MarkPaul · 26-30, M
It's true... I want a relationship, but I feel burdened by the commitment. I want to be with someone and someone to want to be with me, but I remain scared to death of rejection. I value the "relationship" title, but I make very little effort to earn it. I feel bad for being so irresponsible and so deceptive about it, but it's not like I act this way maliciously. I wish I wasn't like this, but I haven't quite figured out how to be some other way and no one seems to have enough patience or interest to guide me. I only blame myself.
I guess the ammonia COULD have something to do with it, but I don't want to use that as a flimsy excuse.
I guess the ammonia COULD have something to do with it, but I don't want to use that as a flimsy excuse.