Its been almost a year now

On the 6th of October 2021 we got togheter it was my first real relationship even tho she lived in a different state than me.We loved us we often facetimed in the evening then she fell asleep wich was super cute my nickname for her was ,,Bean or Small Bean" sometimes i called her ,,Agressive Bean" because she was like that a bit she is smaller than me we alwys talked together and laughed we laughed a lot we called almost everyday.We were toghether till Feburary this year,I had to break up with her because of my parents.I reget it so mutch we wanted to meet in April,we would have met on half way. I really loved her with the long hair,her laugh i really did her laugh was so cute she was always kina happy and when I needed her the most she was always there for me and I was there for her.I regret breaking up with her and deleting her number and everything just because I listend to my parents.I loved how she smiled and her voice it was always so calmig espacialy when she just woke up and still was sleepy I remember how I called her on Silvester to wish her a Happy New Year, and how she wrote me the cutest card for my 17th birthday sadly I burned it wich I regret but it hurt everytime i read it becauseit reminded me of her.I loved when we were facetiming and we just sat there and talked i really loved just watching her it was just great. I miss her but I think she moved on wich I understand I dont know why Im sad thinking back at that.I remember her long red hair and her lovely eyes.Every time i think about that time my heart just hurts its like a stinging.