I have something to say

“When I say that I am fuckable not lovable, it’s not to say that I am only desirable for sex.
Believe me I know my body is not the sort of body men beg to have sex with.
It is to say I do not think I am someone who anyone could ever truly love.
I’m too much work, too difficult, too complex, and I can feel myself waiting for him to realize this.
To throw in the towel and tell me you’re too much,
That I want too much,
I am simply just too much to deal with.”
- Poet Isabella Dorta

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Heavenlywarrior · 36-40, M

We create our circumstances

KneAuxBody

Youre saying it's My fault?

Genetics or Actions of Others had no actionable influence or effect upon my brain and body? I somehow created both my OCD and my Diabetes?

If so, can I ask well, uncreate these circumstances for myself?

Try again @Heavenlywarrior

Heavenlywarrior · 36-40, M

@KneAuxBody you are right about genetics and actions of others… but at some point in competent awareness we have the ability to change our circumstances

SandWitch · 26-30, F

@Heavenlywarrior
I fully agree with you. The misgivings that we unknowingly create for ourself, we can un-create for ourself as well, but only if we desire to.

Heavenlywarrior · 36-40, M

@SandWitch most definitely. When we become aware of that and realize that every moment is an opportunity we have to mold the world and space we are in.