I am just jealous and indecisive
2 weeks ago I met a girl she’s so kind and she has a great boyfriend. And then I was like why the hell i am alone?
So I went digging into my former repertoire of guys and I fell into a guy that I rejected in the past. I suggest him to go out he said yes then we got intimate. At the end of the day I realised that it wasn’t what I really needed I just was jealous and wanted to have something similar to my friend. And I know deep in my soul that even if the guy was kind and sweet it will never be enough because all of that things about relationships and romance is not for me.
I feel so stuck when I am with a guy and I tend to treat them badly.
So I went digging into my former repertoire of guys and I fell into a guy that I rejected in the past. I suggest him to go out he said yes then we got intimate. At the end of the day I realised that it wasn’t what I really needed I just was jealous and wanted to have something similar to my friend. And I know deep in my soul that even if the guy was kind and sweet it will never be enough because all of that things about relationships and romance is not for me.
I feel so stuck when I am with a guy and I tend to treat them badly.
