My suspicions were right !

I had a feeling for months that my boyfriend was cheating on me .. and I was right. Recently found evidence on his phone. The girls name was saved as a contact in a guys name !! I called that b*%$h. And she denied everything .. I know the difference.. I seen messages and FaceTime calls to each other. My heart is broken into a million pieces .. I cannot believe I'm dealing with this again. My ex cheated on me. Took me forever to get over it and move on. And here I am again .. what's next ? Do I forgive and forget ? I don't think I will ever trust him again now :( I uprooted my life from hometown almost 5 years Ago. Left everything behind .. if I walk out now. I have basically nothing. Not even a car to drive .. my life is falling apart 💔. I don't see a way out. Yet !! If I stay. It'll drive me crazy ! I don't think he has her number deleted off his phone. .. that can only mean one thing !? So broken 😞

VirginMatchmaker · 46-50, M

Leaving is everything behind is difficult and that's happened to me 3 times. I can't tell you what it's like being cheated on because that's not happened as such although I did think I was at one point.
For me if someone cheats it's game over and the trust has gone. When there's no trust there's no relationship because you can't get past it. You might leave with nothing but you'd still have your dignity. Could you go somewhere like your parents or a friend's even if you have to sleep on a sofa? Do you have kids because the local authority would have to place you somewhere if your homeless.