Really considering about cheating.
My boyfriend of 4 years. .. he's been so distant the last few months. He shows me no love. No affection. Nothing. I have tried to bring it up in conversation how a women needs love and affection. But he don't want to talk about it.
Recently he's been going out night time .. for a few hours. Alone. He don't answer his calls or texts .. so I suspect something is up. When I confront him. I'm the and one !
Night times .. he stays up all hours on the couch watching tv. .. while I go to bed .. alone. I lay there and wonder to myself. Wtf is going on .. why am I still here !?
Right now. Feeling lonely.. sad .. unattractive. Etc. It would be so easy to fall in the arms of another man. ...
Recently he's been going out night time .. for a few hours. Alone. He don't answer his calls or texts .. so I suspect something is up. When I confront him. I'm the and one !
Night times .. he stays up all hours on the couch watching tv. .. while I go to bed .. alone. I lay there and wonder to myself. Wtf is going on .. why am I still here !?
Right now. Feeling lonely.. sad .. unattractive. Etc. It would be so easy to fall in the arms of another man. ...
41-45, F
