Fighting attraction to someone.

Have you ever liked someone but also didn’t at the same time? It’s confusing the hell out of me, I have this friend and he’s always been just that, a friend. But recently I got out of a relationship (3-4 months ago) and now I’m starting to notice the more I hangout with this friend I’m attracted to him. But I’m also trying to fight the attraction because at the same time I’m not attracted to him, lol it’s so confusing. It’s almost like the shallowness in me says I could do better; but my heart cares for him. I’ve never been more confused in my lite; because I think if I truly loved him I wouldn’t be this confused or even think how I do? So is it not love? I guess what I’m trying to say is I constantly panic, I always thought I knew I’d know and everytime I get close to love I swear I never know. I hate being confused!