Hello dude. What you wrote, in one of your comments, where you support, and you are strong, and if you are not then you get help... it reminds me so much of me. I see my part of that a little differently now and I want to share it with you. It comes from Tony Robbins take on wealth: we don't condition ourselves to believe that it's good, that we deserve it, and that we can solve whatever world problem we want to of we get it. I see the same with my strength. I see my own judgement that I am strong, and it bares out against others who fall easier or can't see what I see But now I see differently, like who am I to judge my strength? Surely one who sees me weep sees me truly, and I push against that so hard because I fear it. Nobody sees me. Nobody knows my weakness. I don't see it until it gets me. So. I am begijning to allow other people to help me, even when I don't think I need it. It's not got far yet and it's still scary. But I'm letting go better this way. So I will continue.
I just wanted to share this with you because I think you will feel it, and have something inside that relates to it - and maybe you can help me along - maybe I helped you along. Maybe not. But it's here for all to see :)
Namaste