I Have Something to Say

Well, this is really hard to say, because its embarrassing. When I was 6 I had done stuff with my older cousin. She's one year older than me. I remember we would play dominos in her room and every time we lost we'd have to remove one piece of clothes.Let's just say she always kept on winning... And me not knowing she'd kissed me in the lips. She was my 2nd kiss. Then we went to her moms room and she took off her underwear and told me to lick her in the privates. Which I did because she told me too. I remember her making these noises that sounded like she was crying yet happy, then soon later to realize I was making her moan. Soon after that we got caught 😱 and it never happened. Then 2 years later happene, I was confused with my sexuality already and my male cousin came in the picture. That's another story though.