I Have Something to Say

I feel like i'm changing because of the people around me, and i really hate that. I want to be who i was but its like the old me isn't there anymore. I also have really bad trust issues, and i think way too much into the future. Honestly i just avoid people because i fear i'll get too close and become vulnerable to them. Probably just all my hormones but that's how i've been feeling 😖😛