Today in my own history....

2009....

I was heading back to the northern half of my state because my husband had lost his job and we were going to, very soon, lose the home we had bought.

It was the worst time in my life.

We have never fully recovered.


We spent far too long trying to recover inside the home of my In Laws. This made everything that much harder.

I am a shell of who I used to be.

I am just pretty sad today, thinking about all of it.