I need someone to teach me the balance of being a mom and being a person cause honestly all I know is my kids. I wanna do more for myself and find

Hire a babysitter. Let your hair down. Go out.

I tried but it felt like living two lives.

At some point I kinda gave up. I didn't have any help, so I just let my needs and wants go. And let myself be a good mom.

I figure one day my son won't need me and I'll focus on myself then. But for now, they're counting on us.