Abuse has changed me
I've been so mistreated, violated, and degraded, by those that are technically lesser than I am (not gonna elaborate on this here-I don't view others as lesser or greater)...
My Flight/Freeze/Fight systems, are, borked.
They're now more like...
It means, I'm more likely to place myself in greater peril, if it means that someone/-thing else will gain from it.
I am combat trained, and people underestimate me; when push to make me fight back, they find out quickly, how stupid that was. Thankfully, it rarely happens, but warning people to not make me engage with them, is far more common.
If this behavior pattern sounds familiar, then, yes, you may draw that conclusion; abuse...
The keeper of existential balance, and my mother's gift to me, for better, for worse, for all. Phœnixes, are rare, for reason/s, mainly because...
They're large, predator birds, similar to that of the Emu, Ostrich, Cassowary, except they can fly. Large species require more food to sustain, thus, lesser natural numbers.
Phœnixes also aren't red and other flame colors; they're brown, gray, brass-gold, similar to the humble sparrow, with similar diet and eating habits. They also prefer high, and dry places.
...
Anyway, that's not important, what is, is that the Kaiyodan Phœnix, her association with me, has caused me to change; I now see potential opposers as potential meat sources, for better, for worse, for all. Cannibalism?? I'm not human, I'm...
I look human? Nope, humans, look like me. I'm an apex predator, and this bitch is always hungry. Don't fuck with me, I won't fuck with you.
My Flight/Freeze/Fight systems, are, borked.
They're now more like...
Fight/Warn/Mindfuck
It means, I'm more likely to place myself in greater peril, if it means that someone/-thing else will gain from it.
I am combat trained, and people underestimate me; when push to make me fight back, they find out quickly, how stupid that was. Thankfully, it rarely happens, but warning people to not make me engage with them, is far more common.
If this behavior pattern sounds familiar, then, yes, you may draw that conclusion; abuse...
Has changed my behavior pattern to that of an apex predator.
I am one with the Kaiyodan Phœnix
The keeper of existential balance, and my mother's gift to me, for better, for worse, for all. Phœnixes, are rare, for reason/s, mainly because...
They're large, predator birds, similar to that of the Emu, Ostrich, Cassowary, except they can fly. Large species require more food to sustain, thus, lesser natural numbers.
Phœnixes also aren't red and other flame colors; they're brown, gray, brass-gold, similar to the humble sparrow, with similar diet and eating habits. They also prefer high, and dry places.
...
Anyway, that's not important, what is, is that the Kaiyodan Phœnix, her association with me, has caused me to change; I now see potential opposers as potential meat sources, for better, for worse, for all. Cannibalism?? I'm not human, I'm...
A IVth Dimensional being
I look human? Nope, humans, look like me. I'm an apex predator, and this bitch is always hungry. Don't fuck with me, I won't fuck with you.
