Everything is a mess
I thought things might get better or smoother.
That really great therapist my oldest has been seeing weekly ....is pregnant and now not feeling great during pregnancy.
I know this happens. She is going to set them up with another therapist but....
Holy crap I feel like my kid is being abandonded by the first person who was truly helping them. They are totally upset and I fear a set back when there was some real difference. I want to vomit.
My youngest is still having health concerns and im so flipping worried and can't seem to find good POTS care close by. I need a real diagnosis. Someone who will listen to me. Tonight i tried compression socks and that caused chest pain? It shouldn't do that but i took bp and hr and all was normal. I took them to urgent care yesterday same issues. They seemed to be subsiding until we used the socks. What a flipping idiot I am. I thought they would help.
I want to sleep. I can't. I want to fix all the things.
That really great therapist my oldest has been seeing weekly ....is pregnant and now not feeling great during pregnancy.
I know this happens. She is going to set them up with another therapist but....
Holy crap I feel like my kid is being abandonded by the first person who was truly helping them. They are totally upset and I fear a set back when there was some real difference. I want to vomit.
My youngest is still having health concerns and im so flipping worried and can't seem to find good POTS care close by. I need a real diagnosis. Someone who will listen to me. Tonight i tried compression socks and that caused chest pain? It shouldn't do that but i took bp and hr and all was normal. I took them to urgent care yesterday same issues. They seemed to be subsiding until we used the socks. What a flipping idiot I am. I thought they would help.
I want to sleep. I can't. I want to fix all the things.
