I Have Something to Say

Today is not a good day. Everything feels empty, pointless, hopeless, and isolating in the extreme. Even creativity seems impossible right now. Thoughts of just becoming isolated from everyone and everything, or outright suicide, have been prevalent. Everything seems to be crumbling, even the most solid ground. This is probably how those people in Kaikoura felt :/

Anyway, sorry for everything

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Enchanted · 56-60, F

Reach out to someone who will listen, a dr would be a good place to start...you obviously need guidance and direction.

I know this as I've experienced this with my son.

SW-User

Nah, it'll be all good eventually. It's probably just my mood sinking like a stone after my buoyant good mood for the last couple of weeks, because I didn't take meds yesterday

Enchanted · 56-60, F

@Kiwi-Dan: ah can't forget those meds...I'm glad that you are remaining optimistic.

SW-User

@CoraLee: I'm just trying to be as neutral as possible. Posting this story actually helped a lot

Enchanted · 56-60, F

Writing it down or talking it out def helps👍

SW-User

It really does. I don't really have all that many people that I feel I can talk to, though (because I feel like I'm bothering everyone), so I generally just stick to posting stories that very few people even notice

Enchanted · 56-60, F

Well there's so much of these kinds of posts and a lot of people are not sure if it's real or not.

Keep writing and try to reach out in real life, you'd be surprised as to who really cares and would like to help.

SW-User

Yeah, that's true. And I'll do my best :)