Maybe if I looked better someone would actually accept me and see worth in me you know?

That's why I've been working extra hard on losing weight because maybe I'm not seen as good enough. That's the issue I'm not good enough for anyone or anything. I never have been.

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AntisocialTroll · 56-60, F

A persons worth has zero correlation to their looks, I can assure you plenty of the people who society considers to be the most attractive have the exact same issues.

You work so hard at losing weight because you're anorexic, you need to be going to your counselling sessions in order to help you get your head straight and challenge your distorted thinking, have you been going or have you been dodging appointments?

apersonnamedit · 26-30, T

@AntisocialTroll I haven't been going since I found out about my boyfriend cheating. I havent felt like doing much of anything lately. Everytime I get a little better or make progress something always strikes me down

AntisocialTroll · 56-60, F

@apersonnamedit But you have to go no matter what! You can not afford to be losing more weight my lovely, it will be the death of you if you don't stop starving yourself.

I completely understand how upset you must be about your bloke but you can't let lifes crap get in the way of your treatment.

apersonnamedit · 26-30, T

@AntisocialTroll I'm going to try to push myself to go to my next session to go back to a routine again. I've actually reached my lowest weight yet. I don't feel any better physically. In fact I feel worse

AntisocialTroll · 56-60, F

@apersonnamedit I'm so sorry to hear you are at your lowest in more ways than one, you have to get back to those sessions.

I do understand just how hard it is to motivate yourself to do the things you need to but you're not daft and you know what you are doing to yourself is not sustainable, please start going again this week.