I took a leap ....

Off the edge of my self sabotage and endless fear of rejection and applied for a writing gig that I truly believe I can do.


However, my resume is crap because I have no professional writing experience. If they base it off my resume I won't get a response. I submitted two samples of writing and ...so far, nothing.


I am nervous and anxious over it. I don't expect to get the gig, eventhougb I am confident I can do the work. This makes me angry...that I will fail because I couldn't produce a better looking resume.

I want to puke from nerves and disappointment in myself.