I Have Something to Say
Okay, something weird happend today. The gf who broke up with me in mid october, sent me a text at 9:40pm : "tap tap".
I saw the message at 10:30pm and as I was used to, immediately replied "who's there?".
And then I realized what I did. I am not supposed to reply her.. I am not supposed to talk to her again. There might be two reasons she send me a text:
1. She sent me by mistake..
what I also realized after texting her back. So I texed back: "probably you sent me the text by mistake. So I wont text you back anymore"
2. She wants to check on me..
I hope its number 1. Otherwise all those pains I suffered will go to waste. I see I am still not over her thoughts. Why I am poating this here? I though I was so done with her.. But am I?
I saw the message at 10:30pm and as I was used to, immediately replied "who's there?".
And then I realized what I did. I am not supposed to reply her.. I am not supposed to talk to her again. There might be two reasons she send me a text:
1. She sent me by mistake..
what I also realized after texting her back. So I texed back: "probably you sent me the text by mistake. So I wont text you back anymore"
2. She wants to check on me..
I hope its number 1. Otherwise all those pains I suffered will go to waste. I see I am still not over her thoughts. Why I am poating this here? I though I was so done with her.. But am I?
