I Have Something to Say

I feel like I want to become a Prostitute because I was misdiagnosed with mental illness and people don't know that. No man could ever want me knowing I was diagnosed. I just don't want to die alone and hurt...

Being diagnosed, unknowingly misdiagnosed, with mental illness makes people afraid of me. People also refer to me as that "retard" or "retarded", or having retardation that doesn't show.

I feel like I want to become a Prostitute because I have no way out. People treat my abusive Indian Hindu Foster Mother from India like she's an angel when she hates me and has destroyed me over the Caste System. I have nothing. I will never have anything, and I feel like the only way out is to become a Prostitute...

I do need to lose a crap load of weight though...