Are you stuck in a house full of people who don't care about you?

Growing up and living with my tiger parents has never been easy. My mother was never there to calm me when I'd cry my eyes out. My father sometimes came to my room so that I stop crying after awhile into it. But he stopped doing that too. And he started calling me an emotional fool. Now that I've gotten so used to it, I don't even expect anything from them anymore.

Now, during the pandemic everyone has been locked up at home in isolation. It really is a tough time for all of us. And, I can't go to school anymore or see my friends. Talking on the phone isn’t nearly good enough and my mom won't even let me visit my friend.

Escaping this household and moving out of here is really the only thing I count on in my life anymore since I have nothing else to hold onto.

It is hard, especially in the country that I live in. And my best bet is to study abroad and I'm counting on them to pay for it, somewhat. And, behaving myself, so that they don’t turn their backs on me and I rot here for the rest of my life or take my life.