I Have Something to Say

Something is happening and I don´t know what is it.
I´m not even sure if I want to know.

I´m feeling increasingly uneasy and sad.
Whit no apparent reason, whith no bad news, with no ... nothing.

I´m not a depressive one.
And use to navigate well through pains and sadness.

But tonight I´ll do what I almost never.
I´ll prepair me some Martinis.
And, hopely get drunk.

If I so not come back tonight, till tomorrow.
If I do, don´t take me seriously.