I Have Something to Say

Whenever I would see someone being cheated on or being rejected, I always say to myself, ‘love me and I’ll make sure the love you give to me will be given back to you’. Sad. But I feel like everyone deserves being loved in return.

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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

I would have believed that a couple of years ago but now I never want to be loved

Menetics · 26-30, F

Why not?@Beatbox34

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Menetics For starters I have trust issues after what I dealt with. Secondly I never want to end up hurt again.

Menetics · 26-30, F

@Beatbox34 I understand, but we all have to risk something in order to gain something.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Menetics I completely understand your point and you're not wrong but the thing that pricks me the most is I actually gave everything I had in my last relationship. I was made to believe things.

In the end I'm here broken where I can't repress my feelings or express it. The irony in all of this is I realized I had no worth. Literally nobody would give a damn if I was here or not

Menetics · 26-30, F

@Beatbox34 I honestly know what you’re going through. The same thing happened to me not too long ago.

You can’t really expect someone to love you without loving yourself first. You still have you. Don’t betray yourself. Try hugging yourself when you’re lonely, it may sound stupid but it helps.