I Have Something to Say

Have you ever laid next to someone you think the world of and wish nothing more then to have them in your arms but just couldnt ? That’s my living hell the past two weeks. I’m able to break free of that for the first time today and it still affects me in a million and one ways. This is the most elaborate method of self harm I have inflicted upon myself in a long, long time.

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ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

Why not take them in your arms if that's what you both desire?

SW-User

We have come to a consensus that we’re not good for each other. The sleeping in the same bed was more of a necessity then a choice @ozgirl512

ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

@SW-User ok, understood.... Can you not change so you are good for each other?

SW-User

I’m afraid that is not possible. I tried for three months. I dont think there is more I could do. Just two contrasting personalities forcing things to work out. @ozgirl512

ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

@SW-User been there and realised that often love is not enough ... You only have two choices, live in agony or move on with chin held high...I know what sounds more attractive

SW-User

I chose the latter hence here I am suffering in silence on a website I vowed to never revisit again. 😂@ozgirl512

ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

@SW-User so much for vows lol... You can still laugh at yourself, you'll be ok ;)

SW-User

I’ll be okay. I think if I say it enough, I might just be able to make a fool out of myself all over again 🥴@ozgirl512

ozgirl512 · 31-35, F

@SW-User of course you will, and you'll enjoy every minute of it because in the long run, it's all just practise, learning about You!

SW-User

This is sound advice. I appreciate your point of view @ozgirl512