I Have Something to Say

I don't know why it all changed, or why I can't just accept it and let go. I don't know exactly when you stopped looking at me and smiling the way you used to, or when I was replaced by a phone.

It seems like an eternity since we touched or just talked and laughed together. I miss my friend, and you're sitting right here.

I'm so tired of living with ghosts of what used to be, of saying someday I will bring you back, and waiting for a day that never comes.

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SW-User

Have you tried talking to her to know what's going on. Behaviors like that often hide something or someone else.

PrivateHell · M

@SW-User I've tried. She either gets defensive or annoyed. Either way we end up still not talking. After a few years, I just gave up.

SW-User

@PrivateHell yeah better just focus on other matters that make you happy, it's good to care about oneself, as an individual..

PrivateHell · M

@SW-User I try. Just get down and lonely sometimes.

SW-User

@PrivateHell good that you can express yourself. Maybe helps you a bit.