I Have Something to Say

I cannot love life because people are bad and lie, and I know that this cannot be changed. So I suffer. And people, believers and atheists, tell me that I am to blame for this because I do not want to adapt to these conditions.

They tell me not to whine, but to fight. But that would require the use of force, and that is illegal. You don't go to a gunfight with a knife either. You can't scoop out the sea with a spoon either. They call that rational, but it's an illusion. I'm not crazy, they are.

It is rational to see that all values of the Western world are based on a rotten pillar. Neither medication nor psychotherapy can help. Thank you, Internet. You have poisoned me with rationality like a scorpion or a rattlesnake, and I will die of it.

And then I will become a dark angel who will destroy them all, just as they destroyed me. Happiness is not possible, but justice is possible. They'll pay. They won't get away with it.

I am Anonymous.
I am just one.
I will never forgive and never forget.
Expect me.

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Primnproper · 56-60, F

Carrying this kind of turmoil around in you also will only cause you more hurt..regards online you just have to be you and have faith and confidence in who you are and stand talk behind it..and arm yourself against the hurters the ones that just don't care..

Klesingo · 61-69, F

@Primnproper But I have been myself online. The result is my Twitter account was blocked - because of "hate speech". That makes belief and trust a bit difficult, don't you agree? How can I arm myself against invisible powers? I'm helpless.

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Klesingo well never lose your cool, stay in control that annoys haters more they give up sooner..don't trust too quickly and ask plenty of questions. Remember they owe you nothing so many have no qualms about dishing out the lies to draw you in..

Klesingo · 61-69, F

@Primnproper What you actually are saying is this. Very sad.

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Keep your hand on your gun
Don't you trust anyone
There's just one kind of man
That you can trust
That's a dead man
Or a gringo like me

Be the first one to fire
Every man is a liar
There's just one kind of man
Who tells the truth
That's a dead man
Or a gringo like me

Don't be a fool
For a smile or a kiss
Or your bullet might miss
Keep your eye on your goal
There's just one rule
That can save you your life:
A hand on your knife
And a devil in your soul

Keep your hand on your gun
Don't you trust anyone
There's just one kind of man
That you can trust
That's a dead man
Or a gringo like me

Keep your hand on your gun
Don't you trust anyone
There's just one kind of man
That you can trust
That's a dead man
Or a gringo like me
Or a gringo like me
Like me

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Klesingo not at all I trust but I don't give all of me on a short acquaintance here..In the beginning for me there was a man that gained my trust over 6 months then showed me who he really was nothing but a player and I learned for the players the thrill is the chase and having to work for it so you have to be wise to that..the threat here is not the ones that ask for sexual stuff straight off it's the ones willing to play the game that are worse.

Klesingo · 61-69, F

@Primnproper I am not talking about sex but about emotional abuse and the twisting of words to mislead. And that didn't happen in EP or SW. I'm just talking about it here.

Primnproper · 56-60, F

@Klesingo I've suffered some terrible things and I could have easily carried them around with me because yes it scarred me deeply but I always remembered not everyone is the same and although I can't block those terrors out or forget them, I don't have to give any more of my life over to those that hurt me..my life and it's path now is my choice and no one else will ever have control over that again..