I Have Something to Say

Yep. Been there. But if they don't want you around then don't worry about it. Spend your time with those who do actually appreciate you. You may find you will be happier when you turn round and say 'fuck you guys, I am me and you are not going to change that'.

People block for a reason. I'm not sure what's going on with you, but I can hear your pain. I know in my experiences I can become drained when people repeatedly come to me with their stuff. All the while I'm trying to deal with my own. I hope you choose to stick around and find ways to love you more, even if your family is incapable.

'Not many' is not the same as 'nobody'. It doesn't matter if you have 3 people or 53 people wanting you to be around, if you have someone then use your time and energy on them.

Yea. Not many people want me around

People online?