I Have Something to Say

This message goes to Annaambrose. I'm tired of hiding myself in the shadows. I don't mean this to be public but I chose to because this has affected myself and my friends. Anna, I don't hate you okay? In fact, you meant a lot to me. You still do... What happened today wasn't because I was mad. Wasn't because I stopped caring. Wasn't because I felt like to make drama. I was frustrated. Your message caught me by surprise and I just didn't know how to reply. I miss you terribly... I always wanted you to come back but the more I do, the more I remember that you wanted to leave me... You hurt me terribly... I cried many nights because you left me and all I did was watch you leave me just like the rest. I chose not to do anything anymore because I thought it was pointless. You blocked me just because I agreed with you, but I was too frustrated to think before I speak. I'm not fully sure that you'll read this or even view this, but just remember that I care about you.. I do love you a lot.. I can't(couldn't) stop thinking about you and now that you came, I just didn't know what say... You hurt me badly, Anna, but I still care about you...