I Have Something to Say

I made an online friend on EP a couple of years ago and deleted all my social media due to the fact I became very anti-social due to developing anorexia.
I need to find him again to explain how I feel as deleting him out of my life was the worst thing I done. He was the closet friend I ever had and made such a postive impact on my life. He was there when my grandfather past away, he was one of the first people I came out to
I hate the fact I ghosted him due to my selfishness. I need to find him
[My username was lunamoon12]