Who dost thou imagine thyself to be

Beautiful on the inside, to be a good wife and mother to our 4 kids and having family and friends close, having dinner parties spending time with those we love, by being patient, kind, funny, and for the wishful part I wish I was strong, with a strong back bone, who was eagerly ready to help, to be a shoulder to cry on, to catch you when you fall! To be able to bare the weight of your problems along with my own without cracking! Motivational, helpful, healthy both in what I eat, and drink, and exercise consistently, to be full of life, a light in the darkness, pure, loving deeply without a hint of lu$t storing up all of my treasures up in Heaven, knowing the truth, the bible scriptures well enough to teach to others without fumbling my words! To quit smoking cigarettes, to have sweet dreams, to be completely free from every and all demonic interference, to consistently hear the Heavenly Angels sing which I do, to be more Christ like and everyone I love was to be healed or saved or both!!! I don't mean to have any idols, but being rich would be nice too, so that I can help the poor, give gifts and make life a little more easier. And yes I want to be beautiful again like I was when I was in my 20's!! To be skinny and wear make up again and to pamper myself and have massages and great hair days! I want it all!!!!! And I want my singing voice back!!! I used to be able to sing like a bird!!! I was the best at every kareoke venue I've ever been too!!! Now I sound like Joyce Meyers with that low scruff voice!!!! I can't even sing a note!!!