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Yes, mostly - but that gets me in trouble. I am being honest with this, you won't know how much that gets me in trouble with women. They want someone emotionally available and then when you express yours it's trouble for having them. It makes you want to be emotionally unavailable
@awildsheepschase I understand this. People can be fickle. That kind of openness scares people in ways they don't understand. Lots of us running around with unresolved pain.
I admit I'm not ready for it, or perhaps I don't even know what it feels like except the ache for it in return. I don't know. But I'll know when I know lol
I admit I'm not ready for it, or perhaps I don't even know what it feels like except the ache for it in return. I don't know. But I'll know when I know lol
@ScreamingFox I'll know when I know too until I never get to know. That's how I sometimes feel, because I want that vulnerability and when you've had it before, and you've thrown it away (it was right I did), it starts to jade you from every feeling you can have again.
So now I have tried to turn my heart to community instead. Anyone I meet. Many people you meet are walking around with that unresolved pain, and suddenly you may have a connection.
So now I have tried to turn my heart to community instead. Anyone I meet. Many people you meet are walking around with that unresolved pain, and suddenly you may have a connection.