What kind of mother did u have?

Angry .Distructive. Hurt. All my childood felt that she hated me and i was terrified of her .She resented my grandmpther ( I called mom) apparemtly from stealing me from her. Gave birth to me at 16 handed me over to my grandma and she bailed for years, came back when i was about 6 expecting i dont know when she didnt get love from me she hurt meback. Beat till almost dead when she can so thats why i never wanted to be near her. scared, she just wanted to hurt me everytime , my grandma and aunts protected me as much as they can and she died before i had a chance to talk about it with her. she died fast. car accident no warning when i was 14.. wow...havent said this in years...I loved my mother though..She was so beautiful i was just afraid of her, she was vicious that woman...get this...only to me!