I Have a Question

Is it ok to be disappointed in my close friend and not like the fact she gets drunk now?? We are very close friend she tells half of everyone am her best friend or husbend. We actually would be dating right now but..her parents feel a certain time of way abou5 certain races..they are not racist just feel if your this skin color you will act a certain way. I habe met her mom and her mom really likes me..am the first black friend she has to meet 1 of her parents..ill be meet her dad later on as will.anyway i do see her as just a friend..am just kind of disappointed in her becuase she would beat me with a stick it i even tried smoking. Yday she got drunk with a few friend they mixed like 10 diffent things in their drinks monsters etc..she has always been the type to control her drinking and just got buzzed. So i guest i jus5 lost respected for her because she seems to wanna get drunk more often because she said its fun. I dont drink or smoke and perfer not to be all that..so pretty much not going to her birthday party. Because thats all she wants to do now for her birthdays get drunk agin.