I Have a Question

Do you ever feel like you are a broken, lesser being surrounded by completed, whole beings?

Like there's a huge chunk of person that was taken out of me. And no one can see the missing pieces.
But the people around me are actual people and I'm just partial.

This page is a permanent link to the reply below and its nested replies. See all post replies »

japanesemaples · 36-40, F

Nearmiss.
I feel like I struggle with things that are easier for most people.
But then I find other things make me feel complete like art, writing poetry.
Spending summer afternoons having picnics with my daughter.

But when other people are around me, I get this instant ripped feeling threw my chest.
A deep pain, like I could never feel included and like one of them.