I Have a Question

I feel so selfish and stupid for getting so upset over my anxiety and depression, I know that people go through way worse but I guess people shouldn't compare situations as we are all equal at the end of the day. At the age of 17 I never thought I'd have to struggle with this, I just feel so emotional and alone. I don't understand why I get like this, and how. I just want to be happy, I don't want to hate myself. I just want to cry it all out :(