I Have a Question

Another random post. All through elementary I was physically bullied to the point it could be considered abuse. At the time of 4th grades beginning my mindset seemed to flip from a happy and caring individual to someone who wished for constant isolation; by 6th grade I was having violent thinking patterns to the point putting others in pain makes me happy and comfortable. Voices tell me it's the right thing to do. If I don't they'll hurt me and cause bad things to happen, others emotions make me mad unless they're upset because of me and I'm not quite sure what the problem is. I show synptoms of both aspergers and schizophrenia. I am currently in the process of seeing multiple psychologists and neuropsychologists for answers, but does anyone think they have an idea?