I'll Keep Your Secret

A warning:
This is about her so if you're not interested then stop reading now.

We had another conversation or rather she talked and I listened.
Okay I'm a big boy - I know better.
But she can control my emotions! Outside my face is fairly expressionless but inside I'm giddy one minute then deflated another.
It's crazy it's stupid it's well it's just stupid
I'm holding her secrets she's holding his hand
I hear her confidence her intelligence her fears she hears his voice
I see her smile her eyes she sees his face
I mean this is just stupid
I'm a fool this can't happen because she needs him he needs her they're good for each other I'm not her kind of guy she needs someone like him
I know I keep saying I'll stop talking about her and I really will
This is just stupid