I'll Keep Your Secret

Without going into details I fell for it. She contacted me, saying she knew I was her only real friend. We talked. We had a lunch.
Coming back from the men's room I overheard her on the phone: "We're having lunch. He thinks everything's alright. Yeah he's nice but he's just an old man. He's nobody. He's something to kill time and get a free meal."
I motioned for the waiter, paid the check and left her at the booth. I didn't say goodbye. There was nothing more to be said.

I'm putting my account on 'vacation mode' and taking a break from SW. I know you're probably tired of hearing about her.
I'm simply tired.

I thank you all for your time, kind words, humor, and understanding. I feel so incredibly socially irrelevant.


Thank you.