I Just Wanna Say

There's no where this could fit
Not a single ear could handle all this shit
The world can turn a thousand times for a thousand days
But that would mean a thousand ways to spell out isolate
Then they say I dished my plate and I made a bed to lie
Then they have a thousand reasons why I shouldn't cry
But they lie and they lie
Then they have a child who takes a knife out on your child
But no one tries to tell you that your kid was being wild
"He was asking for it"
Nope. No one dare to mutter it
But a kid who commits to the knife tip just wasn't "fit"



These words are breaking into waves
But an ocean fills my mind with thoughts that I could never say
I'm a slave to this game
Waking up tomorrow I bet will be the same
The people with my name will make memories of pain
The people unacquainted - anxiety like rain
And I'm stuck speaking words to describe it
Each encounter like spinning with an ice pick
And then there's me who just can't stomach it
I was born with a stomach full of salt-water, fathom it
And then stop telling me that I just asked for it
And then keep your distance because I'm tired of getting bit
The rest is implicit
The rest is an ass kick
This was a hat tip
Tomorrow's off the wishlist
This isn't finished
Survival is my business
The world is full of dead fish
The ocean in my stomach
I'm too full for lunch - sick
These words are like some Tums - lick
So I can fall asleep - brick
Watch me walk away - tick

- The clock still dripping poison in my lips.