I Am Just Saying

She made stuff up in her head and then She started to really believe them. They may be her truths but in reality they are nothing more than fabrications.

I learnt quickly that no matter what I did... if I wasn't doing what she wanted me to do ... then I was all the names under the sun.

I knew better than to keep argueing because I knew I was never going to be right. It was better to just live in the world that she was making up. It caused me much misery and I just couldn't take it anymore.

I walked away wounded but free.

I think I had a lucky escape... I didn't want to live that life anymore. I didn't want to have to keep trying to justify myself. Trying to convince someone else of the truth

So here i am with my wings spread and nothing holding me back. No longer am I held down in chains.

It's better to be brutally honest than to live a lie.

I couldnt do it anymore and that's the truth.

My love was broken and it was lost. It happens ... that's life. I'm still learning.