I Had A Dream

As many of my friends on here know I have been feeling depressed for the last few months but in the last about 2/3 weeks I have reached a new low. I do not normally have dreams I can remember the next day but for the last 3 weeks I have had a dream every second or third dream I can remember. Each dream features the same end point, me hanging myself with a copy of Kirsty MacColl's album Titanic Days playing on gramophone. This is an odd dream and I am starting to get worried that it is happening again and again. Please does suicide or death in dreams have any positive meaning?