What defines your gender for you?

Feels🤗

For most of my life ive been .......me.

Not male, not female .... just me.

In fact ive struggled with connecting with my feminine side.
Ive been drawn to creative occupations, whether artistic or constructive. So ive often been working with all male crews.

Dont get me wrong ...i now love that i get to be a woman ...even with the bias that comes with it.

I just rarely feel it .

And this is gonna be (embarrassingly revealing) , but....ive found that my femininity isn't there unless activated by a certain type of man .

Which sounds kinda weak .... that my femininity needs a man to click it over🙄.... but i dont feel it is.

I feel glad im neutral nut Aware of my feminine side.
But it doesnt define me as a person...i do

And im glad im mostly neutral. It means my feminity isnt ised for anything other than my sexual desire.
In all ither aspects of life....i use my character traits.

And when i do actually get to feel feminine .... it's glorious...


..Its special 🤗



So i suppose, in short, what defines my gender is:
Purely sexual : My identity as a heterosexual who desires men , 🤷‍♀️
The fact that i love all the aspects that being feminine gives me.

If i was in a mans body....and felt this way....id still feel feminine.(Disappointed....but still feminine)